Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Submit yourself!!

Bismillah Irrehman Irraheem.
I want to write about my past but I don't know how and where to start out at it. In the meanwhile, I would only talk about something beautiful I read today which reminded me of the beauty of our belief in it. That which is a part of our basic aqeedah but we neglect it so much that we forget about it. It is the belief in the predestination of good and evil. How many times have I panicked? how many times have I become so impatient and so much uncomfortable thinking about the future? The main flaw here is that we forget that Allah Subhana Wata'ala has decided for us already what good shall befall us and what bad shall befall us. But we, humans, seem to forget it ever so often that it is unexplainable.
When I go through any hardships, I become so impatient and I forget the most beautiful thing about life, that what I am destined to get MUST come my way and what I am destined to be saved from MUST turn its back on me. Why do we people forget ALLAH is the ONE who decides for us. He is Al Mu'min- The Granter of Security, He is Al Muhayymin- The Protector and He is Ar Razzaque- The Provider. All it takes is 'sincere submission of our will to ALLAH Subhana Wata'ala' Why do we not realize, He is always watching over us, hearing us and He is the Al-Alim- The All-knowing. His are the best decisions and nothing happens accept that He lets it.
I say to myself and I say it to all..lets come submit to ALLAH kareem who will NEVER EVER do any injustice to His true slaves. Lets put our trust in HIM for HE is All-Trustworthy. Lets make it a habit to call upon HIM with full submission and full yaqeen that HE listens to us and grants us the best.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Bismillah Irrehman Irraheem

Assalamoalaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhu,

I am starting this blog with the intention of sharing some past experience and from where have I come to a point now that I only say SubhanALLAH. Still, after having been such an unthankful, careless and an ignorant slave, I am just amazed to see where my LORD has brought me and then to my eyes come nothing but tears. I felt like I was never capable of so much mercy and so much love ALLAH Subhana Wata'ala has showered on me. I still feel I become showy, the graph of my emaan still goes up and down and I still have a longggg way to go. As I learn, I find out how much I was unaware of. I find how much more there is to life and how much fun it can actually be without late night parties, without running after wordly desires. Life is not as boring and not as useless as at times we people tend to think. If spent doing what you are supposed to, which is serving your LORD, you'll be blessed with Allah's blessings and will not regret it. That is a promise!
Why am I starting this blog? Another reason is the blog of a friend of mine whom I don't know for so long. While I was reading it, I was so inspired and wanted to have my own blog which I would try to make an example for its readers inshaALLAH. I ask all to pray for me to make my intention pure for ALLAH kareem and free from ANY feelings of showing off or trying to earn people's praise which was about to become a reason for this blog. May ALLAH kareem save us from riyaa which eats up all our good deeds and leaves us empty-handed at end.
Remember me in your duaas always.